stop hopping

humm . Let me story from the start. actually, I love this someone from a bit further. However, I do not know how to tell him about the real self. besides, I know he has someone he loves. I somehow fell in love with him . humm . probably because of the way he treat me. he is too good for me. he served me very well. it never hurt me. I love him very much . ouh ! please help me. I get stuck right in this case. I will be truthful with him? Do I tell him about the real thing? humm . I do not know want to say anything more. I think the reason he is unlikely to be mine. I can feel. somehow.up when I expect he will continue I do not know . so why was I so stupid huh ? either wait until when will be a reality. perhaps it is merely a dream.i don't wanna think about this again . full stop !