i let him go

err ~ act , ape yg aku post nh tade kne mngene nan boyfie oke . we are close friend only . jgn salah faham yea ? hmm . y i let him go ? because dye da decide plih jalan yg t'baek utk mase dpn dye . ape yg aku boleh buadd sbagai kawan , hnye lah sokongan n give some advice to him . biase lha . b'kawan kan ? msty lha na tgk yg t'baek dari kawan kite sniri kan . betoll ta ? hmm . ary nh pegi scola mcm ta best jea kudd . cz ilang suare gelakk ketawa yg besar . haishh . bru s'hari kan kan ? nh blom lagy mr.syafiq yg na pndah . lpas mr.syafiq pndah , tataw lha ape na jdi dlm class . no more fun , laugh , n etc . sobs sobs . ;'(

last nyte , text with azery . hmm . sgt seronok dpat mnfaat kan mase mase t'akhir with my best friend in this world . even ta lame b'kwn ngan dye , tpi tetap best dpat rapat ngan dye . 

last text from him : emm . best kwn dgn awk ! syifa , bljr rajin2 tau . dlm suka punn ade duka . relax k . 2 tahun je kat sane . wlwpun sy brubah dri segi ape pun , awk ttp sy ingat . awk bnyk b'jase .thanks ! at sane t , y'all always i remember . u treat me like this , really make me happy . err ~ u do the bst oke ? ade rzki pnjang umo , kite b'jmpe gak . awk ckp ape ? form 4 nk blaja kan . blajar lha . xde sape na gnggu awk .lau tataw na jdi ape da besa nnti ,tnye2 lha chegu . agknye ny last text utk awk . syifa , take care yaw . xjmpe da awk tyme sy kat scola bru nnti . eyh . jumpe tho jumpe . tp kdang2 je lha kan ? oke lha . slamat tinggal syifa . i'm always remember u. bye bye :)

seriously , he make me cry like a waterfall last night . sedih , gembira , terharu , smue nye ade lha . sobs sobs :'(